Friday, November 23, 2007

the usual mess.

ha! funny 'coz i'm blogging again. special thanks goes to all that happened during the past 24 hours and to kat's doodle notebook for inspiring me. teehee. oh well. this post is too unorganized for a start, but bear with it na lang.

okay.. i was eating dinner with jonah kanina, and before my first spoonful of rice and spicy ulam, i just typed into my reminders a quick outline of what to blog about. (okay, i'm a bit of OC). forget creative writing. i'll enumerate them nalang. plus details. boo.


number one: trust.

last night was just one of the nights when my floor conducted a surprise party. "surprise" because i'm always not updated about the activites. anyway, there's this part when they drew lots and had the lucky drawn name's bearer do some sort of stunt. they call it trust fall, and i didn't know what it was. as you may have predicted, my name was drawn. the whole activity made me high. not because of the height nor the achievement, but because of the realization that my floormates trusted me so much that after all the months we spent together, i would trust them. and i did.

number two: phlegmatics.

another highlight of last night was the quiz-type activity that we had, to determine our leadership styles. and based on the results, i'm 100% phlegmatic. no, this has nothing to do with phlegm. *ehem, ehem* phlegmatics are the kind of people who lives to give, and in their kindness, ends up being doormats. but they aren't so bad, kasi nga i'm one of them. (haha. 'yun 'yun eh!) kidding aside, the activity last night made me realize why i'm this sort of person that i am: slow in making decisions and fond of following just what other people directs me to do. i realized that i ain't that bad naman pala, because this is my style. and there are a lot of other people like me. watch out for my post about phlegmatics (i'm obssessed with the quiz, alright). i'm just too lazy to type right now.

number three: starbs.

i always told myself that i wouldn't pay for anything at starbucks until i'm working, or at least until my family becomes financially stable and out of debt. well, i guess plans are always made too early. just this afternoon, i spent for the first time for starbucks coffee. and actually, it felt good. like i'm one of the rich people i'm not. anyway, the best thing about it was the time spent with best buds bea and kat (so sad that mica wasn't there). our goal for the coming year: get ourselves the starbucks planner. haha!

number four: friendship.

if i'm phlegmatic, then kat is probably a choleric. generally, it's more of the leader, assertive type. just this afternoon (before coffee), we had sort of an argument. and it was bea's fault. haha, kidding! it was about bea, but not her fault actually. anyway, though kat didn't mean to raise her voice (which was naturally loud when she argued), i couldn't help but take it personally as a phlegmatic. (i told you, i'm obssessed with the quiz) anyway, i was pissed for a few moments lang naman, and when she said sorry, i told her i'm not angry. i guess friendship conquers all anger. or it's probably love. it is love.

number five: hurt.

there are things, and even people, who are not really for you. sometimes you know it, but don't actually believe it, until you come to a point when the realization is sudden and you just don't know how to react. do you get what i mean? no? good.

oh well. five minutes to curfew. i'm out.

4 comments:

Bea said...

love na love mo nga 'yung quiz! hehe. pero besty, thanks talaga kanina. i appreciated it. truly :')

for more bonding with the girls! starbs uli! :D

joyce said...

omg, you found my blog agad! hehe. no prob besty, thanks din so much for appreciating 'yung ginawa ko (although for the argument i put up, i really couldn't win against anyone). XD

starbs uli next week! haha. i'm penny-less na. :p

Mayee M. said...

ate joycee! hi! :) musta na? what happened to your old blog? hehe. shall i link up this new one? ;)

sige, ingats! miss you :*

joyce said...

mayee!

i decided to put up a new blog and start blogging again, pero i guess i can't keep it updated pa din. pero sige, please link this one. thanks! God bless. :D